Cyberpunk Hanas background story part 2

Nurse: Poor Girl... i know exactly what she gone through... A heardbrecking scream is breaking the silence, even a closed door cannot reduce the noise level. Nurse: I'll get the doctor, I hope she doesn't hurt herself. Sometime later. Doctor: Akiko your nurse was worried as you screamed, she though you could hurt yourself Hana. I know it happend much in the last hours and trauma like your, it's not something you can just brush off. Hana: Why did you not spoke with me... before... I look at my arms and my body begins immediately to tremble. Doctor: I wish we could... your elbows and forearms where complettly shattered so... Hana: Who made this decision for me? Doctor: It was Ryu. Hana: Ryu? Where is he now? Doctor: He is not here right now, he said he to take care of something. He brought some clothes of change for you. You should take a shower change your cloth, you're still wearing the clothes you were admitted with. If you need help Hana call for Akiko she will help you. The docter went to leave the my room. Doctor: Oh there is one more thing, please talk to Akiko about your trauma, she can help you. And so he left and i'm alone again... Ryu why are you not here, what could be that importened? I've to clear my mind, i decide to follow the doctor's advice and take a shower. I smell of cold sweat and I have dirt and traces of blood on me everywhere. Slowly i take of my cloth, i still don't feeling for my new arms. I step into the shower, take my panties and glasses off, then i trun on the shower. The warm water is like balm for my soul. I stand motionless for several minutes, letting the water run down my body. Then I wash myself and turn off the shower. On the way out i grab a towel and dry me off. The cloth that Ryu has brought are lying on my bed, i start to dress me up with a blue hoodie, black capri pants and a last my glasses. I don't bother doing my hair. My body feels so weak, Iidecide to lie down for a short while. Ryu where i need you so badly right now... And before I knew it, I had fallen asleep.