(chapter 5) KINGDOM REWARD
That desire to be observed, to be desired to the point of madness, that boundless and rewarded vanity, drives her to commit increasingly extravagant and indecent acts. The madness she sees in the eyes of the men who gaze upon her drives her wild. But this pleasure didn't arise from nothing.
It all began with painting. On her 18th birthday, a master painter asked her to pose for his students. Later, someone suggested she try more revealing clothing.
It was the first time she felt desire in men's eyes; the rest was pure ambition. But she always made sure the king knew what she was doing and obtained his permission. That's how she got her first nude, and then tasted her first penis in her mouth.
She learned that when she got what she wanted, it was easier to get what she asked for. If what she asked for was a higher level of eroticism, then getting it opened the doors to even more exhibitionistic pleasure. She knew how to ask her father, the king, for a favor and make him give in.