“Maybe these will help?”

I opened up the box and stared at it. I actually don’t know why I got this but I would do anything at this point. I attempted to try it but it is so foreign I hesitated.

“Lexi! I need your help”

I hid the box and stormed out. He must be at the garage. As always.

“You…I….OK”

I was lost for words.

“Ok! Pump on the brakes a few times and hold it”

The pedal felt soft to press and then it turned hard. Real hard. I was a little annoyed. Maybe a lot annoyed.

“Hey, what’s so special about this? We barely spend any time together anymore, and I….”

“Lexi….” He interrupted

“Let me show it to you. Let’s go to the track together tomorrow”

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It was August and it was hot. I’ve been to track days before with him and with all the other cars around, it can get very hot.

“L…Lexi…are you sure you’re wearing this?” He stammered as he turns into the pits

“What’s wrong? It’s fucking hot and we’ll be staying here all day no?” I gazed at him.

“You just look different” He gazed back

I looked away but his hand touched my bare shoulder. I forgot how that felt. It felt close

“Hey, remember? I am supposed to show you why is this so special”

He handed me a helmet. This was new.

“Here Lexi, let me put on the seat belts for you”

It all happened so fast. All I could feel is the tightness digging into my skin and between my legs. My arms. I couldn’t move my arms.

The vibration of the engine idling was tugging the seat belts closer inside of me. What was this feeling?

“Lexi. I’m about to show you what it’s like to be free….”

The clutch dropped. The engine whined then screamed from the front. Tires screeched and wailed from the back. My body was being pushed into the seat and I struggled to catch my breath.

“Wahhh….!!!” I screamed.

I’ve been on rollercoasters but this was madness. I saw we’re approaching a turn. The markers on the right indicated the distance to the turn. That much I knew. 200. 150. 100. 50.

“Wait!”

He was not slowing down!

“Ughhhh…..Annhhhh!!!” He dropped it.

I saw a blur of his swift hands fighting the gears as his legs danced around the pedals. I was thrown forward so much that the seat belts were really digging now. Digging deep inside of me. I moaned. It was getting blurry.

The sense of numbness spread all over my mind more than my body. I could still feel the tightness of the seat belts but the ecstasy took over my sanity as I lost count how many times I came with every turn. My physical body was bound but my mind was so free that I was present in every lustful moment.

I lifted my head up and realized we were already at the pits. I could feel my sweat dripping down the side of my forehead. Trembling. Twitching. I came. Yet again.

“Lexi…did you like that?” He whispered to my ear

I nodded softly. I wasn’t in denial. It was just so good that I didn’t know was possible

“Hey, can I rehydrate? I’m thirsty. Can you feed me?” I could not wait any longer.

He unbuckled me and walked me out of the car to the back of the pits.

I pointed at my choker.

“It is a ring gag. You’re sometimes too big and … well, I want to make sure I can swallow it all. Because I missed you”

I whispered as I reached down and I felt it. Finally.

“…And just in case if…..if I hesitated…. h..here”

A pair of handcuffs.

I reached out my wrist in front of him, submitting to him. But he jerked my body around and put the handcuffs behind my back instead.

“Oh. Wait…I didn’t…agghh”

The ring kept my mouth open.

No escape now — I told myself as the floor started pooling already.

He lifted my chin up and slid it in. I stuck my tongue out only because I wanted to swallow it whole. Drool flowed out on my cheek. My body twitched. I could sense the drips around my thighs but it wasn’t my drool. I hopelessly failed to control myself and I reached down from behind. I wanted more.

He moved me against a vending machine. Now, I couldn’t shift my head back.

Pain crawled between my wrists with the handcuffs. My memory fogged with what Vicky said when she gave me the box.

“Now remember. Pain is part of the experience. And you will find that you enjoy it more than you should.”

He took it out and I was catching my breath — profusely. I did not think it would be this hard but, fuck, I loved it.

“Are you ready?” He stared down at me

I breathed in slow and just slid it into my mouth myself. I can feel it twitched and throbbing. I knew it was coming. I held my breath and went in one last time. Warmth found its way inside down my body as I enjoyed the moment. Coldness found its way outside all over my face as well as I enjoyed the lust

He took the gag off. As I cleaned all the sweet nectar off my face with my tongue, I was curious.

“Can we go for another lap now?”

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Get ready, get set, let’s roll

Burn rubber and a bit of petrol

Red, yellow, hit green then go,

Breathe in slow…

-Klayton (Scott Albert) Celldweller-

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